Thats the last message Im going to write about it.
First of all, forgive my English.
When I was thinking about doing that I knew about the consequences, of course even with a mod aproval I well aware of people that wont believe that.
I had all this information since the end of 2016 and originally I just wanted to keep it for myself, but then lots of leaks started to appear and I felt powerless because of the things I know but even that I was trying to keep it.
The more I read about leakers, interviews (the last one from GI make me sick) about versus xiii, regards to the story, being an unifinished concept when the reality is there always was a solid story, etc and when I read some things in the data mine I thought it was time to do that.
* I had no idea about a ninja village, I dont have every single thing I wish. When I read that I was so excited but at the same time dissapointed because sometimes I think its not good to know all the things that could have been there in that case. I wish I knew everything but all you see in the OP is all Ive got.
Its normal the lack of confidence and I dont blame people like that, its the normal reaction and I would be in their place even more deffensive. I can understand people not believing anything, and they have the freedom to do that. What I simply dont understand is when you are even questioning about the mod and why I got verified, when you go to that place is when I get "angry" (?) because if you are doing that then no matter what I show you that you wont believe anything. You dont give a shit about, even wondering that instead of accepting even if you choose not believe it.
Other thing that I do not know how to feel about it is basing my credibility in the OP (even if you choose believing more) on my post-messages, same for people that judge my credibility based on my shitty English, when I read that I thought it was atime joke or something but now I know that its real! I mean, because of my messages, you have in your mind an idea of how does an "insider" has to behave in order to be more real for you? Then If I behave in not a milimetrical way you have in your mind to considere me real then Im fake? The "insider" for you have to stop talking, or just talk in a perfect/correct way you idealized for me to be legit? Basing that kind of things on my credibility says nothing good about people like you.
About the video, of course the last thing I want to do in this world is watching it, dont like that at all. I mean not about him, I appreciate his interest and the hard work that has to be making it but its a pressure for me, I wont see this video because of that but you dont need to understand that.
The power of the internet is amazing btw, people talking for yourself and even have the confidence (for that you have the confidence you dont in other things...) to tell about what you like or dont when they dont even know you. Fucking amazing.
If I have to tell you what I really want...a hint, is nothing related to things/banalities like that, but that would be other topic.
Yes, my dream is to be in a video on internet as a no one from a guy that I will never meet in my life. Thats all I want from this life.